I’m afraid of commitment.
I know that if I commit to this love, it’ll end up being one of the best decisions I ever made but I’m afraid to commit.
What if it doesn’t work out the way I expected?
What if people speak against it?
What if it fails?
What if I get rejected?
What if it hurts?
What if I need to walk away?
What if it gets real intense real quick and I can’t catch up?
What if I can’t cope?
I know I need to put time into my love but I’m scared to put the time into something that could potentially run to ruins.
I know I need to develop myself for this, but I’m simply too scared to go through the process of being stretched.
I know that I need to step out of my comfort zone, but right now I’m perfectly happy in my safety net.
So what do I do? I need to make a decision.
Do I risk failure to step into success?
Do I get rid of everything that makes me comfortable for a season and use that as motivation?
Do I sacrifice some sleep or do I stay in my bed?
Do I step out in faith or step back in fear?
Do I continue to live a life full of “What if”… or do I live a life full of “I did”?
Natalie ♥ Mrs P:I